I find myself constantly having to switch between modes. Today I go to two big meetings of different sections of the same Division. We’re negotiating the content of different modules for next year. I’m horribly confused as everybody has different ideas about what’s happening to a particular module which has always been the biggest piece of my information literacy jigsaw. Is it getting scrapped? Updated? Left alone? Feel like I’m at an auction, primed to bid at every possible opportunity. One meeting ends up with a free for all on library issues – seeing me there has reminded everyone that they haven’t answered my several consultations about trial resources, budgets, stock edits, etc etc.
Decide to have the evening off professional stuff – but have a Bible study to prepare for a housegroup tomorrow. Decide on a sort of existential theme: what are we doing at that group and what is it for anyway? Is this the SIG Presidency affecting my judgement? Put in seven Scripture readings so that no one will notice I don’t actually have a sound hypothesis – just more questions than answers!
